i am broken by lessons learned:
dont let anything love that what is broken.
attempt to fix that which has malfunctioned.
become careless rather than hateful.
god wont save me, but maybe hell save you?
free your soul and potentially your heart will follow.
"and this is the room
one afternoon I knew I could love you
and from above you how I sank into your soul
into that secret place where no one dares to go
and your mom would sink until she was no longer speaking
and dad would dream of all the different ways to die
each one a little more than he could dare to try"