ugh...

for some reason ive kinda been bumming today. maybe its the fact that its bright, sunny and nearly 90 degrees outside? my body is telling me theres something wrong with the lack of gloom. it also knows its never going away... its going to be like this for the rest of our time spent here. or it could be that my mom said she was coming out here on the 4th for my birthday, yet i havent received the phone call letting me know her itinerary. this leads me to believe she isnt coming. or maybe its the fact that i cant lose the weight i gained while living in los angeles? no matter how hard i work something always sets me back (THANKSGIVING, cough cough). ughhh gym time tonight... and im talking 5 miles baby. lose the flab kali.