explosion.

at the moment i need to vent. i feel like my brain is about to explode from being so overwhelmed. i had my second application yesterday with mac cosmetics to work in the riverside store. all seemed to go very well aside from the fact that they changed models around on us right when we walked in. i knew a few of the trainers and the SRM so i think i made a good impression. i really feel this urge deep inside to pull my own weight. its such a difficult time and everyone is undergoing such transition. im trying to make responsible decisions and work my ass off. also, im pretty sure i just really upset one of my best friends by backing out on a trip to vegas. he and i will be in nyc together in a week and i felt like saving money for that was much more important. oh the woes of life. ive also been using my 35mm holga a bunch and i am so happy with this shot of me:





its the first photo ive liked of myself in so very long, which is a great feeling. i also fit in all of my pants again, which is another great feeling. rob comes back on monday at 5am and i cannot wait. thats all for now.

negative.

i am just a negative nancy today... i woke up at britts place in HB to a phone call from rob (incase you all dont know im a nomad at the moment, until i get some sort of job/place to live/life). our lawyer left for vacation and his assistant apparently didnt handle things properly... long story short we owe $10 g's that has to be paid in 14 days. on top of that, i interviewed for a killer job and i havent had a call back. my interview was on tuesday and i was under the impression it went swimmingly!! i should know by tomorrow :-/ i hope. oh, i just found a photo dave took of me right after the interview:

i FINALLY caved and bought a beret... couldnt be happier about that purchase!

i just need to snap out of it. i made it this far and i know if you put your mind to it... you can achieve limitless possibilities.

anyway, here are some bamboozle photos/videos that ive been lagging on posting:

our ship and trusty crew the night before boozle.


set up at 7:30am... awesome.


baby boyyy.


amandas loot.


sal (aka jesus) and my new friend matt!


i spy a fish! (during the fight fair signing aka "bring a bunch of sluts" in our booth signing)


i turned around and saw this:

really guys?

ha, my duct tape bracelet may be my favorite part of this photo.


in yo faceee!


why is cool amanda so cool?


rob & ricky.


amanda is a genius.


this, ladies and gentlemen, is my husband. wow.


a family jewels fan.


theron.


theron and sadkali.


lets take a closer look... NOPE NO MORE SADKALI!


amanda!


seriously jeepers was a god send that day.


okay things are a bit foggy here...


america, welcome to my life.


he is risen!


oh, just kidding.


justin, jamie and travis.


ricky hustled so hard... thanks buddy!


hahaha...


prolly twittering.


i have no idea what was funny.. but it made this photo funny!


yeaaa!


the get up kids! (unfortunately i was only able to watch 3 songs... but it was GLORIOUS!!!!)


i will leave you with travis striking out.... have a good evening.

Untitled from kali rozema on Vimeo.

HOME SWEET HOME!

im home and have SOOO much to catch up on in this cyberworld. i have zillions of photos to upload and i promise ill update laterzzz.



enjoy this in the meantime... brandons dad face!

ANOTHER AIRPORT!

vloggin' in las begas.



gahhhh... way too many layovers yesterday/today! i finally arrived this morning after a 5 hour layover in las vegas... LAME! anyway, were on our way to pick up amanda and im totally blogging on my computer in the car which is weird.

march 28, 2009

this past week has been unreal. time just seems to fly by faster and faster lately, its almost scary. im just hanging on for the ride. weve been working on our taxes and doing so really puts me in a fowl mood. my "to do" list has accumulated: i have heaps of laundry to be done, a solid few hours of packing, ebay shots to be taken, friends to hang with, dogs to wash, a house to clean, 40+ packages to ship, check lists to be checked (for bamboozle) while all i can do is sit here robotically punching numbers into a computer [when all of this is running rampant through my brain]. not to mention i have 3.5 days to do all of this in before i fly back to california. its sort of like torture.

i cannot wait to escape the dungeon. ive been such a sleeze in the past week! its been all about no makeup, nesty hair and oversized tees.

in other news, i purchased something. the first "thing" in a very long time. see "things" are items you dont need or inatimate objects you can do without. i made a little extra money this past week via ebay so with amandas discount i wound up with this little prize!



..and it felt like christmas.

birth control = oh hell no

i have so much to rant about today, its ridiculous. ALSO - warning... TMI content so stop reading if youre a pussy.

A: ebay put a restriction on my personal account with 100 positive feedback and a squeaky clean record. what assholes! i am amazed that this has happened. i was in the middle of listing all of my valuable possessions to try and help out with bills. i am super bummed on the amount of debt were in, hence one of the reason i would like to go to school/get a "real" job and be able to contribute my part. EBAY EAT A DICK!

B: i havent even purchased my plane ticket to california yet. rob said he would buy it since its technically for "rockett" (working bamboozle) but he has so much on his plate money wise that i just need to [wo]man up and take responsibility for myself. i checked today and the prices have gone up about $100. i am going to check again on wednesday (since thats the best day to shop for flights) and hopefully they will have gone down by then.

C. we are now at that point in the year where quickbooks is supposed to be done in 20 days. we have had terrible luck with computers this year and in the process of computers crashing our most updated file of quickbooks was somehow ruined. it wont open anymore. this means i have to re enter ALL of last year, yeah ALL. not to mention robs computer just crashed and travis' old laptop (that im supposed to sell on eBay.. ugh) just returned from apple care and the hard drive failed! we are running on 1 of 3 computers at the moment... reeeedic.


--------------- if you dont want to read about the "TMI" content... i suggest you bail now----------------




D. i started using birth control (nuvaring) 4 days ago for the first time in almost 3 years. mainly i just wanted to make sure rob and i didnt have a baby because that would not be good. we dont have health insurance and i paid $240 for three months of birth control. youre thinking, "ridiculous!" i know. i just felt like it was the responsible choice, ha i wish.

yesterday i was peeing (sorry, seriously stop reading if youre grossed out by that) and i thought, "shit, this kinda burns... kinda like a uti!" okay i haven't had a urinary tract infection in something like 5 years, maybe longer? so i instantly combat it with some pure cranberry juice and good ol ACV. poof, burning pee no more, sayonara uti. i was happy... until this morning at 5:30am i suddenly awoke to terrible pain. i had to pee and it hurt, so bad! so i peed and yep, son of a bitch is back with full force. i was in so much pain i had tears streaming down my cheeks that i was trying my hardest to hold in.

i started researching and what do ya know?! nuvaring has caused uti's in TONS of people. i also thought about how my body has felt for the past few days; bloated and heavy. now lemme back track and mention that rob was VERY against me getting on "bc" because of all of these crazy side effects. i really shouldve listened. i am now out of $240 and stuck with 3 months of creepy, medicated, plastic rings youre supposed to shove up your vag... awesome. remind me again why i thought this was a good idea?